Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I am lost now~~!!

After my last paper this afternoon, my mind went blank.

2 reasons: 1--the paper screwed me up,2-- i can't believe my university come to the end.

What i gonna to do in this coming 3 days in hostel before checking out hostel?
settle the clearance form, get ccna cert, take photos in campus, jogoya dinner, packing, gathering...

What i gonna to do after checking up--sat onwards..?
xiaxiang, malacca, genting, back home singapore, taiwan...am i able to make it for all these..i really dunno.

Tie schedule ahead..arghhh...i really dunno how to arrange everything.

i am blank and down..i dun wanna leave can?
怎么能说走就走,因为我还没和所有的朋友 say GOODBYE。。。:(

A letter from parents -- Sons and daughters, pls read.


Dear son , dear daughter...

The day when you will find that I became very old ,
Try to have some patience to me and try to understand me.

If I get dirty by eating … If I have some difficulty dressing,
Be patient! Remember the hours that I spent to learn you any sorts of things when you were small.

If I repeat the same thing dozens of time, does not interrupt me!
Listen to me! When you were small, you kept asking me to read you the same history, evening after evening, until you fall asleep. And I made it !

If I do not wash myself any more so often under the shower,
Do not reprimand and do not tell me that it is a shame.Remember how many excuses I had to invent to make you take a bath you were small.

By seeing my ignorance towards the new technologies,
Do not laugh of me but leave me rather the time to understand.I taught you so many things indeed to eat well …to dress well… to behave well… how to confront the problems of the life …

If I sometimes miss memory or am not able to follow a conversation,
Leave me the necessary time to recollect and if I do not reach there, do not become a nervous and arrogant person because the most important for me,… it is to be with you and to be able to speak to you.

If I refuse to eat,
Do not force myself !I know very well when I am hungry and when I am not hungry. .

When my poor legs will not allow me any more to move as before,
Help me in the same way as I held your hands to learn you make your first steps.

And when one day, I shall say to you that I do not want to live any more … that I want to die, Do not get angry … because one day, you will also understand !

Try to understand that at certain age, we do not really live any more. We simply survive!

One day, you will understand that in spite of all my errors,
I always wanted what was best for you and that I prepared you the ground for when you’ve grown up.

You do not have to feel sad, unfortunate or incompetent in front of my old age and of my state.
You have to stay near me, try to understand what I live, to make your best as I did at your birth.

Help me to walk, help me to end my life with love and patience.
The only way that I need to thank you for it, it is a smile and a lot of love from you.

I love you …my son, my daughter!

Your Dad, your Mum

My first post

Wanted to start a blog dunno since when (once upon the time..)...haha...but really abit(yi dian) lazy :P

After reading hui boon's blog, only i realised tat everyone can still keep in touch through blog after graduate. After encouraged by Phei, Jisong and Ross just now, i cant wait to register and start my very first posting.

Let me introduce to you sheryl's blog , ..LOL.

Blog is a medium where u can tell ur frens how's ur life going on and at the same time get to know how's their life going on.

Time flies...just finished my 1st and last paper in my final sem. 5 years of unversity life. In future, will i miss this university, frens, coursemates, roomates, lectures, tutorials, labs, outings?? my answer is definitely YES~~!!...i am gonna miss every moments we hang out, we attended lecture, we laughed, we shopped, we yum cha, we keng kai, we studied...and everything..

Friends, i sincerely hope tat we still can keep in touch in future~~!!